I made the mistake of writing a “shit I want to do” thing last year. Should have been on here, but I’ve failed clapboard as much as I’ve failed all the rest, so that’s that. Meanwhile, I did a shitty gig, didn’t do anything on my list and piled more things on my to-do list, so it’s pretty much a failure of a year no matter how you look at it. Only upside is that I paid most of my credit card debt and did some of my belated car shit, although I did make even that worse on myself in some ways, too.
My main note was “Follow Through,” which I completely failed at. I’m not sure you can get worse than zero, but I started the year at zero and I’m finishing it there, too. I look at notes on the thing and I think “that? THAT’s been on the list for a fucking year? Jesus christ.” and yet here I am.
So, because I worked a lot and made a little money, It’s not a complete failure, just a meaningful one. I’ll basically copy/paste the bullshit from early last year and add to it, but tomorrow, not today. Maybe I’ll link to it here. Hell, maybe I’ll even publish it (privately) here. It’s not like I expect any changes or better success this year, but maybe I can keep a better eye on my big-picture to-do list and accomplish something.
